Studying this morning ✌🏻the impact of food/ starvation is so evident at the moment. One days where I restrict heavily, the effort it takes to do anything academic is overwhelming, and I usually just give up. This really scares me as my degree is the only thing that keeps me fighting and I NEED good grades this year to get into med school. I’m going to start putting a lot more effort into good breakfasts and trying harder with dinners so at least afterwards I have the energy to put in about 3 hours of intense study per day. I know I’m going to probably compensate more by going to the gym for even longer but if it means I can get more work done; then I’ll do it. My degree is more important than my eating disorder. I lost too much of my high school education to my ED, and have delayed my tertiary education already, it’s not happening again.
If anyone wants to see some of my playlists I'm probably gonna find a way to share them or import them to YouTube?? I use Google play music. If anyone is interested comment below or DM me and I'll try and make them accessible to all!! Playlist titles: • the all encompassing [redacted]'s playlist - (my name) every single song I've put on any playlist • in my feels - slow and/or emotional songs • Favourite - complication of my favorite songs of any genres • Hype - rap and upbeat