So I decided to post this wonderful moment on this account as well~~~~ Okay speech time 😱 you all knew this was coming xD I’m known for writing “novels” when it comes to things like this so 🤷♂️ don’t want to disappoint! (Btw this wasn’t as long as I thought it was gonna be xD) Anyway, so yesterday I was very very nervous going into my reveal appointment. I kept having multiple doubts going through my head. And my anxiety was getting the best of me. But once he handed me the mirror to look at my chest, my jaw dropped! “There it is! My flat chest! Is that even mine I’m looking at? There is no way” was all I could think. But yes, this is my chest, this is the new me. The new image in my new life. Tonight after my shower I got even more of a look and I felt like this was a dream!! This is too amazing to be real! Every time I look at it, I think of my future and my journey to become the man I was meant to be. It’s not over yet but I am closer and closer to being the man I was meant to be. Thank you all so much for the tremendous amount of support and amazing words ❤️ I seriously could not have asked for better support through out everything. The picture on Top is from the morning of my surgery. Yes it’s probably more of me then most of you wanted to see xD The bottom was from tonight when I took my first shower. Before the surgery I was a D cup and 10 pounds heavier. Dr.wolf told me that for how big my chest was, my results look amazing. Now I just have to wait for my scars to heal so I can see the true, full results. But I’m already super pleased even with the scabs as the bumps in the incisions (which will all smooth away over time) 😭🙏❤️ guys....I did it.....I took the huge step of my transition that I was so scared about. I....AM BECOMING ME!!!
This is an old photo. (Almost 4 years ago I believe) My posts haven't been very cheery as of late but I'm honestly a pretty bubbly guy. Like if you were to see me out in public or at my job or any place like that I seem so fucking happy! I like to think I'm a happy person most of the time. Yah shit happens. I have pretty frequent panic attacks (not to mention psychosis) but like I'm happy... right? I might fail out of college, my mom wants me to quit my job/go back to my old one, I might get kicked out of house, my parents far from accept me, the list goes on. But what I do have are amazing friends. I have an accepting job, a great sister, 2 brothers that will someday understand and an amazing school. My point is life sucks sometimes but you can work towards happy. Yes it's a lot of work and takes time. Yes life will still try and fuck you over but you can get through it. Someone will always care. ❤️ 💛 💚 💙 💜 #trans#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#queer#love#happy#happiness#positive#loveyourself#mentalillness#mentalhealth#anxiety#psychosis#selflove#selfcare#transgender#ftm#ftmtransgender#transguy#transboy#transmen#transmale#choosehappy#loveislove